Feeling Fear

I AM Pondering Trees. You may want to too.

Every time I look at this tree it gives me goose bumps. Have you met this tree? If you haven’t allow me to introduce you to Methuselah. From Wikipedia. Methuselah is a Great Basin Bristlecone Pine (Pinus longaeva) tree growing high in the White Mountains of Inyo County in eastern…

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Hopeful–Word of The Month- Episode 95

Hopeful is our word of the month for July. Before I began Deliberately changing my thoughts, before I began doing this on purpose, with purpose, I hated the word hopeful. Why? Hopeful meant maybe, unsure, doubt, quiet desperation to me. I didn’t want anyone to tell me to have Hope….

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Things have gotten better since that day. Am I still at my Dad’s…Yes yes I am but I feel good about it now…LOL That is the difference. I am excited about what’s coming my way now. Why am I writing this all now instead of after my desires have all…

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God Comes Through Every Single Time Part 4

Feeling the Fear and doing it anyway…going to motivational seminars…reading books…meditating…Praying..Asking When was it going to be my turn God? What’s wrong with me? I am a good person. I give and help others. Oh the nights I cried and cried…the Days I cried.. How often I beat up on…

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God Comes Through Every Single Time Part 3

I wondered if I focused my attention on those thoughts that made me feel better for as long as I still feel good doing so, if I can find even better feeling thoughts while I am still in this situation or condition? I started to make little games of it…

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God Comes Through Every Single Time Part 2

So instead of looking at what I didn’t have that I wanted to have and instead of looking for the result of what I was doing, I began to look at how I was feeling about what I didn’t have. Ahhhh now that was pretty evident. I really didn’t FEEL…

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This is a re-post of something I wrote earlier this year…Since then alot has changed but I wanted to place it here as well. I will post things I’ve written before… God Comes Through Every Single Time –Part 1 So here is something I am noticiing about me these days….

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